Pre-fine arts thought.
I’m at peace. Whatever You want to throw at me, it’s up to You. P.S. I should probably start packing.
In two days...
God if you can hear me out alright Please take these feelings for her inside My chest hurts when I breathe tonight It’s wasting me away (You’re wasting me away) You’re wasting me away… This our last goodnight Say what you will Say all that you can This is our last goodbye This is where love ends. …I have to tell myself that it’s over and there’s no...
Sometimes, no news isn’t better than bad news.
Anonymous asked: did u know that i stalk u in your sleep? >: ) RAWR! hehehe <3
The next chapter.
It’s crazy how life dramatically changes in some aspects as time passes… …yet in other areas, it continues on the same as it did yesterday, a week ago, three months ago, and a year ago. A year ago… …I was a cripple who could barely get around the house. Trust me, it would’ve been quite amusing to see me try to carry…eh hem…slide a tray of food...
It’s sad how we let something petty drive a wedge in a great friendship. We all do it.
Letter to her.
Dear _______, I just wanted to let you know that you’re amazing. When I see you speak, you truly have a passion for the heart of God. It’s a love that’s infectious and it makes me want to do things greater than myself. I see limitless potential in your life…if you continue to be the way you are, you can touch so many lives with your grace and compassion. You are real....
I am crazy. I cannot believe I just did that. No one can ever accuse me of not taking risks.
She… loves God - Check! is super fun to talk to - Check! is wise - Check! has musical talent - Check! is beautiful - Check! is into Human Video - Check! likes Rock Band - Check! doesn’t take forever to respond - Check! has a clear head on her shoulders - Check! knows how to spell my name correctly - … …no one is perfect.
Best 30 minutes of my semester.
Daydreaming for dummies.
So, this past semester, one of my friends was talking about how they wrote a song. Basically, it’s about daydreaming. You catch eyes with someone and you think how life would be like if you were to be with them. Idk, I’ve been thinking about this a lot. I just can’t shake this feeling that life would be pretty nifty with you more actively involved in my life. But for the...
I don't need a soul...
Yeah, I don’t need a soul to hold. Without you, I’m still whole; You and life remain beautiful. Okay, so I’ve pretty much given up on any hopeful chance that you’re going to come into my life. It’s a shame; I think if you had gotten to know me, we would have clicked so well. Coming out of this, I still think you’re amazing…and I think maybe this is...
I’m either extremely crazy, extremely foolish, or extremely brilliant. I just haven’t figured out which one yet.
A thought to end fall break...
Don’t you just LOVE it when people decide to stop talking to you for no reason at all? I mean, not the little fight kind of things…I mean, absolutely no reason at all. Your last communication with this person is not just good, but a really enjoyable conversation. and then, they just never talk to you again. They finally get a facebook, and they reject your friend request. Again, for...
Jesus, Thanks for never abandoning me, no matter how silly I get.
My life is an on-going war. Bravery vs. Intelligence.
I feel like everything I try to touch this week is turning to dust and melting away. I try so hard, but it doesn’t matter. I try to help, and I find myself helpless. I try to stand up for what I believe in, and I feel stood up. I try to be light, and I’m left in the dark. I think, and I’m considered thoughtless. I feel like the patron saint of lost causes.
A musical response to - Half-empty or Half-empty?
Tonight, God laid this song from Wavorly on my heart while pondering the thoughts of earlier. I don’t know exactly what this encompasses, but I’ll think on it. As I’m building up this house I wonder what of it will stay It seems You just take things away And I’ll admit I shouldn’t say these things But I have got to hear from You somehow Does this have a point to it? God, I wish I...
Is your cup half-empty or half empty?
So, I’m struggling a LOT with negativity the past few days. Idk what to do about this. I know God is in control…that part feels so natural. then why am I down all the time? I want to do nothing but lay around all day. I want to do nothing but put negative statuses up on my facebook. The reasons are clear to me…but why can’t I just trust for God to take care of...
Oh, Relient K...
“The Truth” And I’ve collected all these thoughts And I’m dying just to lose them And if your words are true or not I’ll die trying to prove them But I’ll just have to accept That my mind is so inept And the only thing that’s left For me to do is to trust you Convince me Because I really need your help Oh convince me Because I can’t see this for...
Nothing compares to what You’ve done for me.
Zack: I just thought it would be faster to pick me up, cause you know...I'm such a fast walker.
Tommy-Lee: more like...Walker, Texas Ranger.
The inner plea...
I’ve been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see Painted faces fill the places I can’t reach You know that I could use somebody Someone like you and all you know and how you speak Off in the night while you live it up I’m off to sleep Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat I hope it’s gonna make you notice Someone like me…
Remembering an old friend and saying goodbye to...
Ah, hello Tumblr. Nice to meet you. Wait, we’ve already been friends? I have written anything on you in…5 months?!?!?! I am sorry. I shall try to get better at that. So much has happened in the past five months, I can’t even comprehend to start discussing it. Maybe next time. It’s way too late to get into that. But today was the Spring Concert and now it’s...
I am sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. =(
to sing, or not to sing. that is the question.
this is really sad, but I really don’t feel like going to Carnegie tomorrow. it’s ludicrous. it’s one of the coolest things, and I was so excited when I found out last year. But, it’s just really bad timing. It’s a busy weekend, and if I could choose anywhere to be, it would be at the first fine arts practice. I trust Court to run it, but I would just like to be...
I imagine heaven will be chillin at Chick-fil-a with Jesus, drinking a 20 oz...– Zack Payne